"i will not be triumphied over " - Cleopatra
Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe Im too young to keep good love from going wrong
But tonight youre on my mind so you never know
When Im broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it
Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run
Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage hes done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that really, he has no-one
So Ill wait for you... and Ill burn
Will I ever see your sweet return
Oh will I ever learn
Oh lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late
Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come
Its never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
Its never over, all my riches for her smiles when I slept so soft against her
Its never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
Its never over, shes the tear that hangs inside my soul forever
Well maybe Im just too young
To keep good love from going wrong
Oh... lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late
Well I feel too young to hold on
And Im much too old to break free and run
Too deaf, dumb, and blind to see the damage Ive done
Sweet lover, you shouldve come over
Oh, love well Im waiting for you
Lover, you shouldve come over
cause its not too late
what do you really want?
what do I really want?
does it even matter?
I like crying...I like to taste the salty tear drops
and watch my misty face in the mirror
it doesn't happen a lot ... i'm strong
or weak?
so weak that I'm afraid to see myself vulnerable...
to see that I can be hurt...
that I can feel true pain...
that maybe I cannot handle everything alone...
i don't know what i will be 10 years from now...
so what am i studying for? i'm studying just because....
i want to do 10 bilion things and nothing at the same time...
and yet i ask myself.. what will be 10 years from now?
i should take sometime for myslef to think about what i really want
'cause it's no good go further pushed by the flow...
the more i learn the more i forget
how far can you push before you cant get back?
or you are always in time to clean your desk and re-start?
time is a gentleman....time will tell-
and if your heart glass should crack
and for a second you turn back
oh no
be strong
walk on
did you say "No, this can't happen to me!" ?
and did you rush to the phone to call?
...there's a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying
"baby you... you didn't know him at all...you didn't know him at all.. you didn't know..."
it's never to late to change everything
where is all the time i lost?
